Thursday, April 21, 2011

Inspired.

Today just feels like a good day to do good. It's 4pm and all I ate so far was some Chinese take out earlier. I actually feel quite full at the moment and am in a very good mood. I've been talking to him again :) Me and my bro went for a run yesterday and as we were heading home he passed me in the car with his mom and waved at me, then talked to me later that night :)

I kinda hit a plateau...I've been stuck around 178 for a while...so I need to do what I can to get over this. I'm gonna head out on my bike soon, maybe a walk with my sis as well. I just need to purge my body of these cals I toke in, then I will feel even better.

Oh, so I started watching Skins for the first time. I love that show, it's great. If you haven't seen it yet, check it out. (It's streaming on Netflix.)

Um...I don't have much else to say except that school is almost done. I can't wait for summer break. Then I can really focus on my weight loss goals and push myself to and past my limits.

Comments:
@Lottie-Ya I tried those noodles with spaghetti sauce and had a 80 cal spaghetti dinner! It tasted soooo good too. I felt full afterwards also! I need to go and buy more. Still love your blog btw. Stay strong!

This is such a short post :) gonna go on my bike now.
<3 Toxic

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Back.

Well it's Tuesday, I'm back, and have a whole new attitude this week. I haven't posted in a while...though I still have been reading your blogs. They always seem to cheer me up. :)

So last time I was extremely upset about my weight... I went from 176.8 to....179.6!!! almost a 3 lb increase in just one week. :'( Things are changing again for the better though. Today I weighed my self and am going down again. My CW is 177.8. Still more than 175, but I've been so active today and will continue all the rest of the week. I want to change. I want to be better. My goal is to go down to 175 this week. thats dropping 2.8 lbs. I know I can do that if I continue at this rate.

To my fellow bloggers:
@Lottie- I remember you talking about those miracle noodles...and I mentioned Shirataki noodles which are almost the same thing. I'm going shopping this weekend at a Japanese market and will buy some. (I'm so excited for noodles haha) but I will tell you how they are. Thank you so much for your comment on my last post. "The number on the scales can be changed." This really motivated me the past 2 weeks, for us I see it as not only can they change, THEY WILL. I know we can do this and we will do this. I have faith in our weight loss :)

@brokentears- I was really motivated by your comment too. I went shopping Wednesday with my friend and she was buying jeans. They had a table of jean shorts for $12.99 so I thought wth i'll try on an 11 (I'm size 13) and when they don't fit it will make me upset and not eat for the rest of the day. But I tried them and to my surprise...THEY FIT! not even tight! I came out of the fitting room so happy and bought 2 pairs. I probably won't wear them but still, I went down a size!!! This weekend I will go to American Eagle and try on their jeans, if they fit, its official, I went down. (I only count size changes in their jeans, cause those are the ones I always wear.)

So things are turning around. I WILL lose weight. I WILL be under 170 by the end of the month. I need to look good for my bikini this summer.

<3 you all so much. Thanks for the support, motivation, and kindness.
Toxic

Lindsay Lohan!!!


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