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Well it's Tuesday, I'm back, and have a whole new attitude this week. I haven't posted in a while...though I still have been reading your blogs. They always seem to cheer me up. :)

So last time I was extremely upset about my weight... I went from 176.8 to....179.6!!! almost a 3 lb increase in just one week. :'( Things are changing again for the better though. Today I weighed my self and am going down again. My CW is 177.8. Still more than 175, but I've been so active today and will continue all the rest of the week. I want to change. I want to be better. My goal is to go down to 175 this week. thats dropping 2.8 lbs. I know I can do that if I continue at this rate.

To my fellow bloggers:
@Lottie- I remember you talking about those miracle noodles...and I mentioned Shirataki noodles which are almost the same thing. I'm going shopping this weekend at a Japanese market and will buy some. (I'm so excited for noodles haha) but I will tell you how they are. Thank you so much for your comment on my last post. "The number on the scales can be changed." This really motivated me the past 2 weeks, for us I see it as not only can they change, THEY WILL. I know we can do this and we will do this. I have faith in our weight loss :)

@brokentears- I was really motivated by your comment too. I went shopping Wednesday with my friend and she was buying jeans. They had a table of jean shorts for $12.99 so I thought wth i'll try on an 11 (I'm size 13) and when they don't fit it will make me upset and not eat for the rest of the day. But I tried them and to my surprise...THEY FIT! not even tight! I came out of the fitting room so happy and bought 2 pairs. I probably won't wear them but still, I went down a size!!! This weekend I will go to American Eagle and try on their jeans, if they fit, its official, I went down. (I only count size changes in their jeans, cause those are the ones I always wear.)

So things are turning around. I WILL lose weight. I WILL be under 170 by the end of the month. I need to look good for my bikini this summer.

<3 you all so much. Thanks for the support, motivation, and kindness.
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