It's 1:30 now and I haven't ate yet. well...til now. I cut up a slice of pizza into a bunch of tiny pieces. Ate about 2/3 of it. Throwing the rest to the dogs. Right...now. :) They are very happy to have my pizza. Which is good cause it just was making me miserable. At least my stomach shouldn't hurt so bad now. I need to get my weight down, and bad.
I also really need to clean my room. Think I'm gonna move all my furniture around again. :) I love doing that. It's fun, gives me a fresh perspective, and burns cals. What's not to love? Need to decide on music though...I like to rock out in my room while I clean.
So my first day of school is Aug. 22nd. Which is 2 months from now. So....I plan to lose as much as I can before then. My goal is to weigh 150 the first day of classes. I really wanna reach this goal. Losing is so much easier while I'm in school...I don't eat and am always more inspired to lose when I'm there. Oh and I can use the gym for free. :) which I plan to use all the time, everyday I have classes. I have a 4 hour break between 2 of my classes so I plan to go then. I'm so excited for school! Wow, can't believe I'm saying that, but I am.
Oh and these 2 beautiful, skinny girls came in my work today...they both had wonderful thigh gaps...sigh. I can't wait for the day I'm as thin as they were...I want my thigh gap sooooo badly, My legs are finally getting noticeably smaller to me :) people said they got thinner but I never saw it...until recently. It's not much of a difference though...I hate that they still touch.
Well, got nothing else to say really....so I will leave you with some pics I found.
<3 Toxic
I love tidying and rearranging my room like that! always with loud music :D it makes my room seem fresh :)
ReplyDeleteSame with loosing weight at school too, it's so much easier!
I hope you achieve your goal for the end of the summer and will have a thigh gap soon!
Lottie x